Archive for February, 2011


Just a thought

I noticed lately that this world is built on fear. The question is, if it is used properly or inproperly, what does it do to the human body and mind? Well, I’m not a doctor so I can only go by what I see. Fear seems to paralyzes you into not moving and moving at the sametime. Why would someone want you to do that? Is it control maybe, but why. Why is the news nothing but bad news? Why is church nothing but what you did wrong or how your going to hell? Where are the solutions where all there are is problems? The biggest question of them all is, what is the source of it all? What is the source that drives this machine and why has it seemed to have picked up the pace? That is the question that people must answer, but people maybe afraid of what they uncover.

The “source” I’m thinking is as ancient as the planet itself. I mentioned in my introduction, that at somepoint merely thinking or mentioning “the source” maybe hazardous to one’s health. I noted in my introduction on how I moved away from God multiple times only to have my trek bring me full circle again. My trek has taken me deep into seeing the other side of things. The world on top of this world that may or may not be a physical one, but is as real as you and me. The many unconfirmed stories involving many famous or infamous figures in history that are directly connected to this ancient source. The stories that you learned in school that were labeled as myth or legend may not have been myth or legend. Now that’s scary, but don’t be.

 I’m just getting to the edge of the cliff on this subject and have much to learn to ready myself. Wait, ready myself? Yes, something comes this way soon. You feel it, I feel it, and the world feels it. Have you been listening to that inner voice, because it’s been calling long distance to a reconnected phone number in your heart and mind. The question is, will you answer.

Long Road

To make it short, I have had a journey getting to where I am. Am I a millionaire, No. Do I want to be one, definately not. Have I found something that has made me richer than I can ever imagine, yes yes yes. I’m not talking about anything in the physical such as money, this is  so profound that I believe people have in past circumstances may have been harmed for just knowing this. This isn’t something that you can buy or even read in a book even though people have tried. No movie can portray it, but they attempt to with every blockbuster Hollywood creates. I will talk more about this is a future posting. I will give a  little background on myself.

I’m a Christian, but not the type in your 501 (c)  (3) church. I have been spending the better part of the last ten years going away from God and then back  only to go away again. I read my bible a little, but not to the point of recalling verses by # or books in the bible, but when in a conversation I miraculously can. I grew up in a semi-religious household and I note semi because Monday through Saturday in my house seemed pretty non-Christian sometimes only to see a show on Sunday. Then on Sunday, it was  forcing me to go to a place I felt wasn’t for me. That didn’t seem like the right way to bring someone to God who was supposed to love you and would never force himself on you.  That didn’t give me a favorable view of church, but I see that maybe it was for the better. See in life there is no mistakes or regrets, life or rather God has you in certain positions as a step to the next progression that you will face. I see that the routes that were taken in my path to where I am  might have very well kept me alive to write this. I wasn’t into a dangerous life, but childhood friends of mine were. I couldn’t tell you how many times I was supposed to be somewhere with someone only to hear that it ended badly. I would think that this was a coincidence only to see that this was repeated multiple times throughout my life. In God, there is no coincidence.

So right now, there is so much to learn and I am kind of documenting this trek of mine. I have already learned so much from so many people that didn’t realize that they were even teaching someone. I take something from everyone and every situation I’m in. It is a maddening quality, but suits me well. I’m sure my brain would love for me to rest at somepoint, but I can never rest. Rest comes in my physical death which is promised to everyone reading this, but now a little on where my journey has taken me. My journey has taken me from conspiracies to the occult and finally to the truth. Have I lost you yet? See this was a multi-step process of me growing to who I am. In my “culture” where I am an American, but a minority, a very small portion are awake. There are very few who truly are grasping the things that we are up against in this physical world. There is a saying that I have heard that fits what this world is truly about, “If you want to hide something, put it in plain sight”. That might not mean anything to you or it might, but this minute, this hour, this day in time led me to create “Fell to Earth” here on wordpress. I’m not looking for anyone to hit my page or become some know it all with his own website, but I think now more than ever is the time to speak up. Thanks for reading and more to come.